longer than we expected.

Forever and ever babe.



( If you get what im trying to portray )

Say hello to Nikon S220



Heartache. But i got it for quite a steal anyway!
Awesomezxz 10 megapixel. :D

MY FRIEND JUST TOLD ME FINAL YEAR PROJECT STARTS MARCH 9TH! FUCK FUCK FUCK! FUCK YOU. NABEI. DAMN ANGRY. MEANS I CANNOT ACCOMPANY MY BF'S BLOCK LEAVE. FUCK FUCK! I HATE SCHOOL. OFFICIALLY HATE SCHOOL.


ARGH. IM GOING TO COMPLAIN WHINE TO BF, WHO I THINK SHOULD BE ASLEEP ALREADY. HOPEFULLY HE IS NOT THIS DISAPPOINTED LIKE ME. :( IM ALREADY DAMN FUCKING SAD. TO THINK THAT FYP I CANNOT EVEN SKIP SCHOOL!

spent the lazy afternoon watch ninja turtles and love wrecked. fell asleep as usual with baby till 5, woke up for dinner. his momma cooked us curry with rice and bread. damn nice. (: afterwhich he head back to camp and i  went over to joleen sis place to see her baby. so cute! been carrying alot of babies recently (: so happy.

baby will be going for fieldcamp at tekong this weekend. so no book out until wednesday night. aww. :( but we got alot of events planned ahead. so i will not think so much and focus only our eventS :D im happy like donkey.

baby is so cute just now. we were like talking randomly. then he started to say, "last time when we were dating.." then i say, "last time dating? then now what?" he said." engaged. " me: " ROLL ON THE FLOOR LAUGH LIKE SIAO " HAHA. engaged lor. i dont even see a glimpse of my 5 carat ring. HAHA. though i must admit i was kind of secretly happy. haha. for dont know what also. the idea seemed so far.

was suppose to meet baby at amk hub at 1100. then i texted him when i woke up, he says he is still sleeping. wants to rest abit more, ask me to prepare first then when he cals then i leave the house. so around 1030 he he texted me again, " why you wearing white sleeveless?!" haha! then i now he was at my house downstairs. haha! so sweet. cause i told him everytime i go his house alone very lonely. so he came all the way to fetch me.

so we took bus to amk hub and had lunch. walked around and went back to gb, walked to ntuc and bought makeup remover, m&ms, chipsmore, rented ( love wrecked ) vcd and went home. so i ask him whether want to watch show first or later, then he say later, so we both lie down for awhile and ... zzZZzzz. haha! it was suppose to be a nap! but we slept till 4 plus 5, woke up went ah ma house use com. then he acc me to bishan or kfc, and he sent me home. :D

ps./ alson's baby is wei ni, not wei er. HE READ THE NAME WRONGLY! HAHA. WHAT A FATHER.

1. automatics was okay.
2. alson & claire 's baby damn cute and tiny!
3. her name is wei er.
4. i think i have to go back school for mechanics tomorrow.
5. baby is still in camp.
6. i'm super tired.
7. most prolly sleeping after this.
8. i still feel angry,upset,emotional about practically nothing.
9.could be just the time of the month.
10. good night sweeties, awww, wei er is damn cute to maximum. :D

maths was a totally disaster, as i expected.

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helpzxz. :(

i got toooooooo many issues over here.

yeah, monday again. :( i dread monday so badly. this week is even worse. its like the exams week. argh. furthermore, i avent touch anything. so im going to school later and mug really hard on maths. pray.

sunday, talk about sunday, i think it makes me happier. haha. so we didnt go out anyway ;( haha. cause he was broke alrdy. haha! nevermind, his next pay will be all mine. haha! so we spend sunday, resting at home. cuddling up, devouring every sec left. then, time to go back is sungei gedong chalet. haha. cycle repeats. cant wait for sat again. over and over.



how to have better once i have the best?

happy valentines' day.

so it was a day seeing couples in the streets ( many more than usual ) holding flowers, bears, gifts. and you holding the hand you love and being happy, whole day.
baby reached my house at 330 last night. im was so angry. haha. cause he was so late plus im so tried, have to wait for him to open door so he can come in. but when i saw him, haha. i dont know why, all the anger vanish. even those i wanna scold just wouldnt come out from my mouth. haha. so, fell asleep, after we talked for a while. woke up, woke baby, went to bath, changed and head back to gb to meet his mummy for lunch. then when home, rest till 5plus and took bus/train to katib. baby is bringing me to bottletree park for dinner :D
reached, walked around the place. it was so beautiful, they made special arrangments for valentines day too. luckily baby know a frd then he booked seats for us, if not i dont think there wil be any left. so had, lemon chicken, prawns, crabs, dessert. damn full. when to ms less then an hour, baby cab me home and when too meet ahpui for drinks again. haha. the reason he brought me to ms because he says he promised to bring me walk walk, so die die must go. :/ cab back so ex. heart pain. haha.

today wasnt enough for present shopping, so im meeting the boy again tomorrow and buy his/my present.

love valentine, love valentino.

just finsih talking to moomoo. actually he did call me last night, at 1plus, cause he was having firing range till then. (: at least i could sleep well. and and and, he says he is going to buy me the disney collection of metorites balls (if its still available) , bring me to eat my favourite crabbies in the night. :D yeah!
love the bambi, love the crabbies, love everything.

cant wait for saturday :D can you, can you?!

met girlfriend on accident at school's mac that day. caught up with a for a while. and accidentally saw qiuling baby today at amk! hahaha, sweets! so glad to finally at least talk to them face to face, gossip a little. miss the two babes.

when for crazy shopping today, i dont know why either. met cuzzie at cityhall, bought another mac blusher, anna sui loose powder, maybeline mascara, za powder blotter, two basics from dorothy perkins and another two from forever 21. haha. i think im crazy. the anna sui powder is like, 65 already. pray i dont turn into makeup addict like cuzzie. if not i will never be rich again for my following years.

love the paul and joe colour balls, if cuzzie didnt tell me about it, i wouldnt have fall in love again. is so cute to the maximum. love bambi.


moomoo didnt call today. sigh, why?! :(
is okay, i will look at more cute stuff, then sleep well later. haha. :D

1) moomoo cow says, holiday trip after ORD with me :D!!
2) moomoo cow says, i can choose whatever i love/like/adore for valentine's day!
3) moomoo cow says, kenny rogers for vday dinner!
4) moomoo cow says, anything as long as im happy!
5) i say, moomoo cow i love you!:D



VDAY,VDAY,VDAY. prays baby pass his IPPT tomorrow. hope he becomes ultra strong, like er, COW? mooooo...

saturday is of course the happiest day of the week. because there is no school, and also i can see moomoo cow :D i think every week im suck dry of him when he is in camp and i will sacrifice my ultimate sleep just to meet him. so i met him for lunch, cause he says he is very hungry yet still wants to wait for me to have lunch together, and really, he ate super duper fast. went home to rest for awhile then went to arab street to get more crystals for my phone and for cuzzie's. baby then suddenly want to sheesha, hahaha. he says nothing to do and very long time never go already. so we went to one shop house at the corner, its only 12bucks. sat there smoke, eat, drink. then bus home again, rest, change and went to bball with all his friends, the whole gang of GB people. hahaha. went back again, wait for daddy to fetch us to ah mah house, gambled and won 22bucks!
sunday, met moomoo again, popo came over to his place and bought cheeeken rice for all of us, it was nice but i was dman full, till (                ). so i couldnt finsih my rice. hahaha. watch a part of alvin and chipmunks then slept at 430 to 600. actually couldnt fall asleep. luckily moomoo was smart, he took my ipod for me, withnin two sounds, i think i was fast asleep. didnt wake up until he ask me to wake up and bath, sent me to bus stop to take bus to mama place and had steamboat. the steamboat soup base was AWESOME. shenshen say uses one whole chicken to boil. love the meat and prawn too. too bad i was too full, if not i wished i can eat on and on.

monday, going back for class test i missed at 11, meet xinning and go back deyi for a while, find my cousin and meet teachers. maybe i will go buy some cakes for them (:

p.s/ cant wait for vday you know. moo moo was damn cute. he ask me go choose my present then he buy for me. but i ask him to think, then he went to ask his campmates which have gf what are they going to buy. hahaha. so im going to choose my present and of course think of one good one for the cow baby!

im craving for pepper lunch.
and i wanna head down to arab street for more crystals.
for myself and cuzzie.
all to be done asap.

never do last minute study,
never do last minute study,
never do last minute study,
never do last minute study,

why do i always make myself on the verge of going crazy.


though my green soldier just made me better.

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( common tests this is for you. )

this is a damn hard week. it never seems to end.

It was you and me, against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful.

in reality, how often do you see romeo and juliet happening.

& no i cant be your fairy without wings.

Cause i'm not your princess ,
This aint a fairytale.

know what? i love talking to my girl, qiuley. cause she shares my FATAL KISS story, and also we both love our special blankie. though she is quite small in some places. but i promise i will not PANGSEI her, cause of it.

qiuley i love you, only with blankie on (: HAHAHA.
corny.

yeah! i did both my practical paper and presentation with a breeze (: i think im damn lucky, cause i know no shit about the paper at all yet, my machine could move! (: and the presentation was so easy.  more common test this week. but if im this lucky this whole week i think i could just survive.

tomorrow is the 4th already. 1yr and 4mths ... (: still very much in love with you my dear.

i'm riding and falling.

you know, i start to hate sunday alot. cause is the begining of Mondays ( which means school) and book in days. gawd. :( wallow in self pity. why am i like so miserable mannnnn. wo bu xi huan EXAMS.

so abit of drama last evening....

when i first saw baby alighting from cab to the CC on friday, i couldnt quite catch my breath. neither could i quite meet his eye without feeling my heart is beating out of my rib cage. i glance him from head to toe to check whether he was darker, thinner, stronger in anyway. then he happily talked to his friends about army while he stroke my head somewhat telling me he was happy to see me. then we went home and relax for awhile before having dinner with is family. after dinner was talk cock section at study corner with russell, and his friend. although i was almost sucked till dry by the mosqitoes there, but i was definately enjoying his constant attention on me and when he told his friend that what was toughest in 2weeks of army is that he missed me. i could have melted on the spot man. afterwhich i cabbed home, coudnt sleep cause i know i will be seeing my very much missed army boy again.

woke up like 8plus this morning did laundry and cab to meet him already. hahaha. i think i too eager. so i spent the whole day lazing around with baby, they playing billard at tpy, playing basketball at cc, then mahjonged at ah mah's. cabbing home again. is surprising like how i will never get bored seeing him playing/doing the things he like without me getting involved. i could have just sat there for the whole afternoon watching him sweat under the sun, laughing and still feel happy and contented that im just mere metres away from him.

and tomorrow he is coming over again. (: even he is now boozing off with his friends he still promise to come over and meet me when he wakes up tomorrow. he is just uber sweet. how to not love him i say?
 

food poisoning :(

but i still remember very clearly today is BABY'S BOOKOUT DAY!
im going to meet him and squeeze him tight tight. HAHAHA.

i never exactly love the long boring bus ride way home or out. but today, i was enjoying every single bit of it. listening to chinese songs on my ipod, staring out into the greens. my toe hurts, cause hanyo accidentally step on it :(

lets seeee, 20,21,22,23. should i go choa chu kang and fetch the big boy?

im going to kill anyone if they are going to say i look like lianzxz with my LIGHT BROWN hair again. whalao, i dont know how many fucking times i have to say that my hair is not blonde. its light brown. HELLO, LIGHT BROWN. i think i want to die. and i just like kick my phone off the bed, i dont know how.  anyway, i have got pretty comfortable with my hair already. so i still think it looks ohhhh-kayyy ( i think ). but i havent told baby anything about me going LIGHT BROWN. and me getting a shade darker after tanning. what if he books out and dont regonise me?! :(


im going to dinner at ahmah house already. xoxoxoxoxo. byebye.

val called to go for tanning yesterday. so we made plans at 930. but i was too fucking tired. so i dragggged till 11. and i alighted at the wrong place and walk a freaking long way to the amk swimming complex. but the sun didnt failed us. it was big and shinyyyy. hahaha. okay, shiny is weird. so we tan till around 130 and when to bath, eat lunch and now im back home. (: im god ass tired. i think im going to sleep again :/

pictures with valley the bitch. must wait till she loads it.

woke up with a horrible nightmare today. almost spoilt my day. lucky baby saved it by texting me and telling me is okay (: then i went back to sleep.

yeah, im flyingggg. baby just sent me a sweet till i wanna die text. i was quite depressed cause he didnt call till very late. but he also poor thing, have to wake up at an unearthly time or 4.30 tomorrow. :/ anyway, i reread the text 3x to make sure absorbed all the sweetest i deprived of for the last few days.

so i didnt go school today cause valley called me out. so we met at junction 8, talked, laugh, gossip, then we wanted to go swim. but! i dont one to emphaise on the damn pissing off incident. so we didnt. end up, we went to her granny's and went to bishan park to jog instead. went home around 6plus.

hola to valley.

i cant stop listening, though everytime i replay i feel as though im eaten alive.

i think its the period that is making so moody. im so pissed off by everything/person around me easily. esp today. i feel like tsking at people who talk too loud on the phone on bus, walk too slow and block my way, practically everything i dont like. im feel upset and insecured in every single way today and is so fustrating.

and i got light brown head with even lighter brown highlight. dont really like my frine though, its a tiny winy too short.

i feel like an idiot trying to be/look happy when i feel like shit every mintue of my days.

yipppieeee. im going to colour my hair in light brown and mybe trim it abit. (: im so looking forward. (:

Two more weeks of school.
Chinese New Year.
One week study break.
Two week exams week.
2 months of holiday.
Say hello to Year 3, Good Bye to Year 2.

How does 1 year passes so fast yet, 2 pathetic weeks crawl like snails.

uncle bought a charles and keith bag for me today! (: YEAH! im so happy, cause i have two new bags. im all ready for CNY! so i went amk hub with uncle and his friend to have IHCIBAN sushi. Then to this Nova furniture mall. And lastly Junction 8 to do shopping! (: I think time passes so fast, then in the blink of an eye is night time. Happy waited for baby to call, he called me thrice and the longest phonecall is 30 mins! I still miss him, but it gets better everyday. (:

im damn ass broke:( i still yet to colour my hair. i bought like another bag yesterday. so my account is like depleting damn fast. ever since baby is in camp, i have been aimlessly doing things, just wasting my time so i can see him soon. anyway, my uncle is bring two puppies over later, cause his friend is going to give birth thus we have to take care of the dogs! is mini and darlie! weets cant wait. at least i have something else to occupy my mind.


change plans, doggies will be next weeek :( im hungry. i need food.

i think i will be going out with steph later. i cannot the handle saturday blues. :(

baby is offlically a stinky recruit today.

okay, i think i need to do 10 thousand things at a time to keep him off my mind. so hard to imagine the next 14days when today is so hard to pass already.